They talked with pain in their voices and sadness in their eyes. Initially, they are opening up and telling, through tears, how they came where they might not be desirable: sell their bodies to make progress.
Mariza, a certified nurse, made the trip across Venezuela to Colombia two years ago, leaving behind her mother and three children. Like most of the immigrants with professional professions, she hoped to find a job in her own area, but when the doors closed several times and there was no cleaning job, Mariza did not find herself after her no.
"There would be anyone today and someone else tomorrow," she says on her fall in prostitution, it is not easy, and it's dangerous. But as a mother, "you do not think ̵
Dealing rings are a voice when she speaks of her time spent in education and is unable to work as a nurse. "It's frustrating because you understand that you worked. Five years of my life studying, preparing – I think I've spent five years as I can not practice," she said, tears flowing her – then.
Back home, she was a woman with a career and a dream, but the crisis in Venezuela created a spiral down that she could not control.
As a certified nurse, she only earned 15 working days to buy a flour bag. A normal two-day grocery was running and even there was no guarantee that Mariza could find her what she wanted, like diapers for her baby.
According to Mariza, people spent the night out of the shops, waiting to fill in the morning thereafter. With a ticket made by hand, customers would stay outside buying a shop if that store could buy that day. "You only had the option to buy what was in stock," she said.
& # 39; We always voted for Chavez & # 39;
For years, Venezuelans gave support to President Nicolás Maduro, such as his predecessor, Hugo Chavez, the wealth of oil of the country to fund social programs. But when the price of oil began to fall, and the economy was suffering, many Venezuelans began protests on the hand they fed.
Mariza is among them. All his family supported Chavez. "We have always voted Chavez," she said, calling for the current leader and current president of the country's disorder that led to the setting up of this crisis.
In the past, "there was no hunger, there was no lack, there was no separation, "said Mariza, explaining that you were leaving the country when things were good" vacation, not necessarily. "
Her desperate family needs were here, to Cúcuta – a border city One of the highest unemployment rates in Colombia – where she is struggling daily to do enough to carry food, diapers and basic supplies for her mother and children.
If her mother did not know what she was doing, does she understand? "My mother is a super mammother. My mother is all," she said, adding her famine again. "And I know the day she finds out, for any reason, will hurt her but she will not consider me."
& # 39; I'm doing things that do not look good to live & # 39;
The economic crisis has driven Venezuelans from all walks of life to leave their country searching for food, cure and better life, and that the Neighborhood of Colombia has the effects.
They left more than three million Venezuelans their homes, a million together to Colombia nearby, UNHCR said in November. Former solicitor Malcia came over a week ago, leaving her two children behind with her 64-year-old parents.
"I could only give breakfast, sometimes just lunch, and at times they go to sleep without eating. They go to school. I can even do the impossible," she said, hardens to talk about reality on their new lives.
She came to Colombia with the hope of finding a job as a cleaner, children, "nothing." Even when the doors were closed against her, she did not dream herself "going to this bigger." Hanging the tears, she said, "When I was in Venezuela, I was crazy, and here I'm also crazy because I'm doing things that they do not want to live."  It's always a burden of weight. "I am adhering to the night to ask God – I was even to the church to ask God to forgive – because of my little parents, my parents …" It's not easy, friend, not easy, "yes said.
& # 39; I'm a baby raising child.
Not only are women who are desperate professionals. In the bar of thousands of migrants older women are like by Erica, who was unable to get a job. Just 17 years old, Erica is selling her body to provide her son for seven months of age, which she made over the border of Colombia into her arms .
It was difficult to look for work in Cúcuta, which has a high unemployment rate and it was much harder, as she says, so this "option – worse".  If it was not Maduro and his government, she says, she would be studying to be a vet. And despite His dream could be let, she said, as a mother, she will do nothing.
"I did not tell my baby without a diaper, without a bottle," she said. At the end of the day, she said, "I'm a mother, but I think I'm a child raising a child."